only the names have changed

Okay I'm back alive after cts. Surprisingly, physics didn't kill me that badly. Chem failed to break my spirit and I managed to pull through, barely. But so far the cts seem to be quite crap lol, even my bastion of defence- history wavers in its potential to get a 4.0. I mean when they ask us to do SBQ, at least make the question relevant to the source la dots. Lit today was full of nonsense too, they give us a poem for us to use as a stimulus, telling us that we shouldn't use it to do our analysis. Then why give it to us in the first place? And the questions they gave asked us to ddo stuff "with close reference to the poem and the text". So they jagged themselves.

Anyway, last sunday's party at my house went okay. Didn't really mess up much.

Here's a picture of my brother's girlfriends lol. The one standing next to the teacher is none other than Meryl Joan Lee Yan Ci, Singapore Idol Contestant. Apart from her, the rest aren't really much to look at lol. If I can get my hands on more of my brother's girl pictures I'll upload them lol. Anyway, his class came over to have a little dinner and playtime so I decided to play too. Played badminton with his 28 year old teacher and trashed him haha. But alas, the call of maths and chemistry ct got the better of me and I returned to my solitary confinement in the mug room.



Here's another picture haha, and cute pretty meryl is the only girl standing up in the pic. My brother is the one with the short hair, all ready to enlist lol. Canoeist count in this picture is only 1 out of the 3 in my brother's class. The person not in RJ uniform is my brother's physics teacher, who could easily pass off as another green-skirted one. Oh here in RI we have this saying, "The grass is greener on the other side, and so are the skirts." I think I heard that from teo boy or something jokes. In general, Cook's class is quite nice, but a tad noisy when you're trying to cram organic chem, eletrolysis, fuel cells, equilibrium etc into your head while they're laughing away.

So anyway, I hope I won't die for cts when results come out next week, and for hcl o levels for that matter. English i hope i can somehow get 4.0, chinese i know i have 3.2, maths maybe 4.0, chem i hope i can maintain 4.0, physics maybe 3.6 and I tell you if I just maintain my scores for the rest, I will get at least 3.7 something for this semaster. =D

Okay I'll go pray now lol.

"My ass is on fire!"

I haven't updated for some time yeah little kiddies? Been caught up with some crappy assignments and tests. Well, the ordeal ain't over, it's only just begun lol.

Yesterday was the stupid lit play that we've been stayingup so late for... preparing the 3 plus page long oral defense. Sorry Kevin for ripping your pants during the play lol. Anyway i screwed up during my entry into the stage, running the frame over my left foot and leving it with a bad bruise... ouch.

My suspicions have been confirmed! All lit teachers are desportate father-****-ing *****s. Ya and GEPs seriously have no shame when it comes to getting a good grade, and they will pay through the nose to get the marks lol, including nearly-exposing their nether regions to 4 horny lit teachers. But who am I to change this? "Nothing we don't want to change will ever change." Yeah something like that lah.

Anyway we moved into the new rajaratnam block on thursday. As usual there was the crappy RI formality that we had to put up with. Seriously I think RI is a very "political" school, meaning that everything it does centres towrds getting media attention. But I guess that when you are at the top, you would naturally get pretty pompous lol.

Now I'm currently holding onto my highly uncertain 4.0 for maths. I have a feeling that I'm gonna screw up ct lah... dunno I just need to ace the cts asap. Somehow I just have an overwhelming feeling to get out of RI now... I'm getting a bit pissed at the way things are being run and even at some of my peers. Be it faggots, irritating bootlickers or people who keep wasting my time, I'm had my fill of them and I just wish they would just cut me some slack.

But then again, would I be happy once i enter RJC? It wouldn't be the same bunch of people around me there... and I bet the friends I have now are sure to change in one way or another there. And what about canoeing? Can i cope? Is that really what I want? Lol... will just have to see next friday at the open house.

Check back after cts or next week.